This Piece Is Not For You.

so don’t you dare put your eyes

on it.

you’ve laid your hands

ey es

lips and teeth

here

and here

and there and

i still feel your breath here.

but this,

this belongs to me.

a Relinquishment,

a Taking Back,

a Taking Space.

I am a historian

detailing our past;

opening dusty, taped up boxes

and placing objects

put away, hide those there

categorized “eh” and “hmm”

and “this’ll go away”

they are here now, spread around my home,

and I, their historian

archivist, caretaker:

I take care to place

them in their spot in

history and I write

their stories.

I write

this piece is not for you;

its for the people who held my hand

when it was cruelly ripped

who wrapped my wound

where it was wretchedly left

who love and care

when my person never could.

So I repeat,

this piece is not for you.

this piece is not about you.

so if you mistakenly pour your eyes all over it,

i humbly request that you erase this memory.